Wednesday, June 21, 2006
I allow myself to feel so today. Just today I will be this emotional. After a good night sleep, everything will be ok and life still goes on.
How can a relationship stay as long as it can be and if it’s good, to be forever?
Actually, love takes two. Two people have to work hard together to give the best to each other and to offer each other what they really need with a sincere heart. Willingness is the most important thing and also scarification. If you are not willing to sacrifice, the relationship won’t work. Also, if you chose to give up, does that mean the love you have for the other party is not strong enough?
When things go wrong in a relationship, you’ll always try to bring it back to normal. When things don’t go your way, you try to make it right and as good as possible. But sometimes, the harder you try, the more disappointment you get. For me, I will try as hard as I can, no matter how much disappointment I’ve got, I will never give up unless the other side decided to give up. I have never wanted to live in regrets, that is why I always try my best. If things don’t work out, I won’t regret because I know I have tried my best.
When you tried too hard and nothing goes right, it makes you tired. When you hope for the best sometimes what you got at the end is disappointment and sadness. When you hope for the best for the relationship….it turned out to end for no valid reason. This taught me, not to hope so much and live with what I have and be contended. This will make me happier.
Why cant relationship be as simple as it is? Why things have to turn out so complicated?
I always believe, if there is love between a couple, everything is possible. No problem will be a problem to the couple because they love each other and they will sort things out and solve things together. Does this mean when the relationship ends, it’s forever gone? I think so…. But I leave it to destiny. If it is yours, it will come back to you. If it is not, no matter how hard you try to get it back, it will leave you eventually.
I have learnt to let go when I have to let go. The more I hold on to it, the worse it gets. When the person wants to go, it’s useless to ask him to stay. Respect his decision is the best way….and release him if he’s tired so that he won’t feel suffocated.
I’m tired of trying and finding the right one… when I thought he is the one, he turned out not to be the Mr Right. Is there true love? I will know one day….
* J u s T F o R N o W_
5:39 AM
