Monday, February 27, 2006
| Life has its ups and downs.. Sometimes u just feel all the happiness and everything is so perfect but then for no reason u just feel that things changed due to some circumstances...I think this is just a part of our life that we have to go through it... Not everything can go smoothly the way we want it... but what we can do is..to make things better and don't make it a problem..... There are times when u r totally lost ..down..moody..feel so hopeless or useless and feel so freaking undecided of how u should actually react to certain things... There are times when u know what u have to do but u just did it the other way round... Im always contradicting myself when I know what I should and shouldnt do... Sometimes I just couldnt control myself...emotions overruled my brain.... Understanding vs Caring Frustration vs Sadness Anyway, Mr. Stranger... thanks for listening to me ranting bout every single thing every night til everyone in MSN went offline... thanks for sharing and ur doctor is in trouble nowadays...she should consult herself..look into the mirror and ask herself WHAT IS WRONG.... |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 9:22 AM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Sorry that I cant celebrate your birthday with you this year...but you have a BIG BIRTHDAY present this year yah?kekekekeke.... Anyway, have a WONDERFUL day and may you be filled with joy and happiness from now on and it will never end...*hugs* Also, Happy 9th Year Anniversary of our friendship!! Thanks for being there when I needed someone and you never walk out from me...thanks a lot..and LOVE YOU LOADS.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!  |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 9:52 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
It seems like I always blog on Thursday...kekeke..I don't know why..maybe coz of whole day class and just wanna rest...dont feel like doing anything..just sit in front of the laptop and listen to some songs....relax relax a bit... Because of Mr Stranger's request..here I am writing a blog again.....Nothing new to write...nothing much happened....so it's a boring post.. Slept at 4am yesterday coz my friends were using my laptop in my room...so I went to YenLing's room to read EU for today's seminar..and there..I read 30 pages of the texbook(broke my own record)...til 12am...and my eyes were like popping out but I tahan...went to mandi..and then started to attempt the questions..and did the second question first...and it was almost 3am..and man...I cant tahan anymore..really tired..so I tried to sleep in YenLing's room but it was damn cold!!! Didnt want to disturb them doing things in my room..so I tahan again for like half an hour..hmm...this time..I really cannot tahan dy..so I quietly came into the room..quietly hide under the blanket and sleep..and as I have guessed it..they really stopped doing it and let me sleep..hmm... but it was already 4am..they should sleep too... and I have whole day class today...so give and take ar..*wink*.... Went for EU seminar today...aih..the sotong blurry yihlin is in action again..the question asked us to refer to Directive 2004/38/EC..it stated that Directive 2004/38/EC has been implemented... and what the heck..my whole answer ..there is nothing bout Directive 2004..though it's not completely wrong but I didnt write anything bout the Directive....my answer was all about other Directives and Regulations.... I hope this is not gonna happen in exam...if not..*touchwood*..u gonna see me in year 3 still...*touchwood*.. Mr. Stranger..U better refer to Directive 2004 k... kekekeke...but good also ar..that I 'forgot' to write about it..then I can write it in my reflective log..kekekekeke... It's so blardy cold today..snowed in the morning..hmm.....when is Spring coming? |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 6:03 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Guess what...
I am in the library now..waiting for my class at 4.30pm..it's 2.20pm now...and I slept for half an hour then my body started to ache...kekeke.....then woke up ar..damn blur...cannot continue to read..so I walked to the PC area to find a pc to online and I finally spotted this pc..and started to use it...
Happily on my msn..check my mail and find materials for Commercial Law...then suddenly the screen black out???!!? I didn't touch or click on anything..was reading articles..then suddenly the screen black black...then I stoned for a while...and it appeared 'going to sleep' on the monitor...hmm..the computer wanna sleep ar??!!?
Then I asked for friend's help..he asked me to on the computer again..so I on it ar..who knows...appeared again 'going to sleep' hmm whats wrong with the pc ar?? so sleepy one??!! Then I let it sleep for a while ar..then I waited...then I on it again...so happy this time to see the log-in window...then...I tried to move the mouse..the cursor...arr damn...cannot move one..?? mmm.... lazy pc right? argh.. then I just don't bother..and walked off..and find another pc to use..and here I am... I think the PC slept off dy lar..no respond...*hmph*
Anyway, this is the first time I met such PC..*faint*
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 10:21 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
I've got my BIG SURPRISE...kekekekekeke.....
1. Went down to the office to collect my "parcel"....and this is what I saw... 
2. Opened it in my room... 
3. And this is what I saw.... 
4. Took it out and take pictures with it (as usual).... 
5. Realised there is this RUSS bear under the flowers..lower box.... 
yC...THANKS for the surprise...I need time to digest..kekekeke....*hUgSss*
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 11:10 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
| I have been playing this song on my Winamp..again and again... What she said is true..very true.... Especially this sentence "I'm not your superwoman... I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay.." Anyway, this is the full lyrics Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table, and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream... Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely, all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me... Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet, and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me... We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep, I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak... I'm not your superwoman... I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down, and think that everything is okay... Boy I am only human... This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me... I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you... I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you... But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all, you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk... You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed, I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same... You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair, I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!!! I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!) I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay... Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!) This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me... I'm not your superwoman... I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay... Boy I am only human... This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me... Oooh, baby!!! Look into the corners of your mind, I'll always be there for you through good and bad times, but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!! I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!! I'm not your superwoman!!!! I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay... Boy I am only human... This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me... Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me, stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me! (hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...) I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet, but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!! I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman... |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 1:13 AM
Friday, February 10, 2006
aLL the Joy and Fun ThaT I HaD FoR thE PasT feW mOnths... mOre tO cOme...kekeke....
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 6:06 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
I curi this picture from my friend's friendster photo...bwuahahaha...these are all my JB friends and they went to Red Box during CNY!!! We will definitely go somewhere during CNY and this year they went to Red Box....arrrggghhh..why am I not in the picture??!!? *hmph*... miss them man....haih..make me miss home more after seeing this pic....*hmph*.... |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 11:47 PM
Arggghh..what's wrong with the dryer?? *whack whack*... I washed my clothes and put them in the dryer and guess what..I have been doing so for the past few months and everytime I put my clothes in the dryer..they are always NOT DRY..why is it called dryer?!!? and now I need to display all my wet clothes in the room...this ..is.. so.. annoying!! *hmph*
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 7:23 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
It's blardy cold these few days...grrrr...hmm..guess what..it's -3 now...I on my heater to the max and windows are all shut...wearing sweather ...and I am still feeling cold....hmph... It's the normal Thursday again..which is full of classes!!! Woke up dum early today for Evidence Seminar and yah...was scared in the class..don't know what the heck she is gonna ask this time...but *fiuh*..luckily..I know how to answer...bwuahahaha......if not..confirm kena kao kao man....kekeke.....and then I had this dum boring Commercial Lecture...haih...don't really know what the heck he was talking about..some Financial Act..??? Money laundering...blah blah blah..... accounting class or law?? Need to wake up very early again....hmm..class at 8.30am tomorrow...EU EU and EU...and then it's the super high-class Evidence class...and I am so super tired nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....waiting to mandi...but I feel so full now...baru makan..so I am now waiting for digestion....kekekeke.....almost 10pm now..and I still need to wash my hair....arghhhh.........I don't like Thursdays......tired tired tired!!! I need Superman's rescue!! BuT I guess..he is busy with Lana now... |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 5:44 AM