Friday, June 23, 2006
Alton Towers....finally I went thereeeee!!!! Took us around 3 hours to reach there from Liverpool.. guess what, it's situated in a kampung area...when we were on the bus...we can smell those cows/goats shit...damn smelly wei...hahahahaha..
This Place has all the horrible and scary rides...didnt manage to take those rails coz it was raining..and we were lining up..felt so damn cold man....
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On the way home....*tired*...all wet and changed...Look..Mandy with towel..wei..it helped ok..we were both hiding under the towel coz wanna act like superwomen laa..didnt bring jacket!!
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 5:28 AM
| English Lake District is a very beautiful place to visit. The lake is really beautiful. We went for boat visits...basically took us around 3 hours plus for the whole journey.. Pictures say it all...          |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 5:00 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
I allow myself to feel so today. Just today I will be this emotional. After a good night sleep, everything will be ok and life still goes on.
How can a relationship stay as long as it can be and if it’s good, to be forever?
Actually, love takes two. Two people have to work hard together to give the best to each other and to offer each other what they really need with a sincere heart. Willingness is the most important thing and also scarification. If you are not willing to sacrifice, the relationship won’t work. Also, if you chose to give up, does that mean the love you have for the other party is not strong enough?
When things go wrong in a relationship, you’ll always try to bring it back to normal. When things don’t go your way, you try to make it right and as good as possible. But sometimes, the harder you try, the more disappointment you get. For me, I will try as hard as I can, no matter how much disappointment I’ve got, I will never give up unless the other side decided to give up. I have never wanted to live in regrets, that is why I always try my best. If things don’t work out, I won’t regret because I know I have tried my best.
When you tried too hard and nothing goes right, it makes you tired. When you hope for the best sometimes what you got at the end is disappointment and sadness. When you hope for the best for the relationship….it turned out to end for no valid reason. This taught me, not to hope so much and live with what I have and be contended. This will make me happier.
Why cant relationship be as simple as it is? Why things have to turn out so complicated?
I always believe, if there is love between a couple, everything is possible. No problem will be a problem to the couple because they love each other and they will sort things out and solve things together. Does this mean when the relationship ends, it’s forever gone? I think so…. But I leave it to destiny. If it is yours, it will come back to you. If it is not, no matter how hard you try to get it back, it will leave you eventually.
I have learnt to let go when I have to let go. The more I hold on to it, the worse it gets. When the person wants to go, it’s useless to ask him to stay. Respect his decision is the best way….and release him if he’s tired so that he won’t feel suffocated.
I’m tired of trying and finding the right one… when I thought he is the one, he turned out not to be the Mr Right. Is there true love? I will know one day….
How can a relationship stay as long as it can be and if it’s good, to be forever?
Actually, love takes two. Two people have to work hard together to give the best to each other and to offer each other what they really need with a sincere heart. Willingness is the most important thing and also scarification. If you are not willing to sacrifice, the relationship won’t work. Also, if you chose to give up, does that mean the love you have for the other party is not strong enough?
When things go wrong in a relationship, you’ll always try to bring it back to normal. When things don’t go your way, you try to make it right and as good as possible. But sometimes, the harder you try, the more disappointment you get. For me, I will try as hard as I can, no matter how much disappointment I’ve got, I will never give up unless the other side decided to give up. I have never wanted to live in regrets, that is why I always try my best. If things don’t work out, I won’t regret because I know I have tried my best.
When you tried too hard and nothing goes right, it makes you tired. When you hope for the best sometimes what you got at the end is disappointment and sadness. When you hope for the best for the relationship….it turned out to end for no valid reason. This taught me, not to hope so much and live with what I have and be contended. This will make me happier.
Why cant relationship be as simple as it is? Why things have to turn out so complicated?
I always believe, if there is love between a couple, everything is possible. No problem will be a problem to the couple because they love each other and they will sort things out and solve things together. Does this mean when the relationship ends, it’s forever gone? I think so…. But I leave it to destiny. If it is yours, it will come back to you. If it is not, no matter how hard you try to get it back, it will leave you eventually.
I have learnt to let go when I have to let go. The more I hold on to it, the worse it gets. When the person wants to go, it’s useless to ask him to stay. Respect his decision is the best way….and release him if he’s tired so that he won’t feel suffocated.
I’m tired of trying and finding the right one… when I thought he is the one, he turned out not to be the Mr Right. Is there true love? I will know one day….
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 5:39 AM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Summer is finally here after the very cold UK weather!!! Last few weeks were quite hot til I wanted to faint but these few days are quite cold.. it's summer and it's 17 degree now...quite cacat right...hahahahaha..
After 9 months of non-exposure to real sun...I was fairer than before but now...I got back to my dark skin!!!! coz of the hot sun!!!!!... went to Wales last 2 week and it was 32 degree..CRAZY!!! no difference with Malaysia!! the only difference is NO FAN! NO AIR-COND!!!.....hehehe..
Had BBQ at Mandy's place in Liverpool last week...yummy satays, chicken wings ..etc etc...ate til damn full and of coz getting fatter..dont care la...eat dy only think how to lose weight...hahaha....
Kevin and yL
BBQ-ing..eating... enjoying...
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 8:57 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Part III is here!!!...
On 29th itself, Mandy came from Liverpool to celebrate my birthday. It was suppose to be a birthday surprise for me but somehow I know she is here...hahahahaha.. and eventually she called me and said "Eh ...since u know im here.. just tell la..dont act like u donno im here.."...hahahahaha..damn funny k....
She made Snickers Cheese Cake for me..I can tell you.. it was superbbbbbbbbbbbb!!!!! *yum yum*...kekeke...damn nice lor..seriously....damn fattening also..but dont care..setahun sekali...hahaha.....(argghh..I cant find the snickers cheesecake picture I took!!!!! $#%$#@^&)
Then at night Vanessa's Bf cooked dinner for all of us... didnt eat out coz I had to study for my exammmm..!~...so just ate at home and continue with my studies...
Cynthia (My Flatmate)
Special ThankS to Mandy Lim Yoke Mei...*thanks for: coming to bristol all the way, birthday cheese cake and the super nice present*... THANKS LOTS..will see u soon when we go Alton Towers......nyek nyek nyek......real soon man....
I gathered all the presents I received this year... and yayayayaya....FUN KWONG NAM!! THANKS FOR THE DOGGY!!!!! LOVE IT!!! damn cute wei....keekek..thanks yah..I just got it today..my warden put it in my room..was surprise to see a box on my bed...hehehe..THANKS GONG GONG!!!..*hugs*...
P/S: Ching..sorry ar...thank u speech again..hahaha....
Finally, I've got my GUCCI ENVY ME perfume!!!..thanks Khai Ling. Lionel. Qi Si, Jason, Cheng Wai, Kevin and Hiro!!!! You guys just know me too well...kekeke..
Cross-stitch made by Mandy ,
Wallet from Tuck Fai (Malaysia),
Earrings from Amy
Doggy from Kwong Nam
And My Birthday CARDSSSSS........
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 9:28 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
| Compiled all the pictures for my Birthday... Dinner at Zero Degree Friends: Keith, Kevin, Khai Ling, Qi Si, Lionel, Min, Julian, Joanne, Cheng Wai, Jason, Hiro.    Birthday Surprise... Blackforest Cake   Clubbing at Oceana |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 6:00 AM
| It's another May 29th!!! Of coz...It was during exam period again but this year.. I dont care.. Must go out and play.. 28th May, Went Zero Degree for Dinner then after that went to a club called Oceana to countdown.. Special thanks to all my friends who spent time with me during my big day especially those who were still having exam!! Khai Ling, Jason and Keith, thanks for that few hours which you all would have been used it to study... thanks lot buddies... *hugs*.. This year's bday was quite a good one... received all the parcels..presents and also.. cards... Thanks to those who made the effort to do so many things for me...really appreciate it... Also, they gave me a big surprise during dinner... the waitress brought the cake out of no where.. keke..thanks Kevin and Hiro!!! Blackforest birthday cake..yummy yummy!!! Wanna thank Mommy and Daddy who brought me to this wonderful world and be part of the family. Im proud to be in the family and very proud to have such a wonderful super Mommy and Daddy!!! |
* J u s T F o R N o W_ 4:42 AM